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09 February 2009 @ 08:03 pm
Sweet, Hidden Words Unlike Nothing I Have Heard, Sing Along Mockingbird, Ya Don't Affect Me  
Today was pretty lame.

Fontno touched my butt. And he was standing really close to me. And he was staring at me. I cannot stand that boy. >:[

Coleman kept standing near me. Ew. Plus, he followed Mo, Brian, and I to McDonald's after seventh period was let out. He claimed that he was trying to get away from Fontno, who was allegedly trying to get him to smoke weed or something. Load of crap, I think. I just ignored him, most of the time. -_-

It sucks, I think I'm annoying Dylan. It's really sad, on my part, to see how much I crave to speak with him... :c I usually go and meet him after sixth period, but I don't know if I'll do that tomorrow, since it seems like he doesn't want anything to do with me. I've been trying to text him, but he hasn't replied. Sure, it's possible that he didn't see them, but I really am convinced that he wants me to leave him alone. I told him that I'd try to stop thinking that he hates me and stuff, but it's really hard when he's giving me reason to believe that he does. ;_; But... I must remember that he's forgetful (oh, the irony) and that his phone is wonky sometimes.

Sighhhhhh...

How I wish that I could see him more often. I just want to know the truth: does he hate me or does he like me? I can honestly say that I don't think he likes me, like he said that he did. But then again, I can't expect him to be as 'oooh, i like someone' as I am. Hahaha. I'm arguing with myself.

I could let this go on and on and on, but alas... I have to finish writing my story for the paper. Which was due yesterday...

I hate journalism.

Off to work, now. I still have 144 words or so left for my story. Aiming for 500.

Peace, ya'll.


P.S.
Oh yeah! I forgot to mention that Colin already has a new girlfriend. Lauren. MY Lauren Loo. My commander. My slightly-annoying-but-I-love-her-anyway Lauren. This is rather comical. But... I don't think it'll last that long. I don't know what to make of this. Oh well, if horny, bad kissers are Lauren's style, then so be it. Have it her way.
 
 
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